Decisions, decisions

TW: Please note that this is a frank discussion about genitals, related structures, and surgeries. If you're not comfortable with any of that, you may want to skip on by. Also, sharing the details of some of medical history or issues in this forum does not necessarily indicate my willingness to discuss it elsewhere. Thank you in advance!

I am struggling with a decision after another trip to New York. So, I am going to write a…